iS THERE LiGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL?

WELL, MONDAY NiGHT AT ABOUT 6PM i STARTED HAViNG CONTRACTiONS. THEY LASTED ABOUT 30 SECONDS AND WERE COMiNG EVERY 5 MiN. WELL, AT 11PM i DECiDED TO CALL THE ON CALL PAGER. THE DR TOLD ME TO GO AHEAD AND COME iN. SO, OFF TO PROViDENCE WE WENT! THE HOOKED ME UP AND DiD THE NST. WELL, SURE ENOUGH i WAS HAViNG REGULAR CONTRACTiONS. YAY! i THOUGHT... THEN THEY CHECKED ME. ONLY TO FiND OUT i AM A 2 AND 50% STiLL LiKE i WAS LAST WEDNESDAY! WELL, THEY CALL THE DR AND HE DECiDES i SHOULD GO WALK AROUND FOR AN HOUR, COME BACK, AND DO THE NST AGAiN. SO, OFF DOWN STAiRS RiCK N i GO! ME iN TWO HORRiBLE HOSPiTAL GOWNS, FLiP FLOPS THAT WERE KiLLiNG ME, AND SWEATiNG LiKE A PiG! WE DiD OUR HOUR WALK, HOOKED BACK UP TO THE NST, AND THE ONLY THiNG WALKiNG DiD WAS MAKE THE CONTRACTiONS STRONGER. STiLL THE SAME LENGTH & DiSTANCE APART, BUT TONS STRONGER. WELL, THEY DECiDE THAT SiNCE i DiDN*T DiLATE, THAT i SHOULD JUST GO HOME AND TAKE ViSTARiL AND "REST". SO, THAT*S WHAT i HAVE BEEN DOiNG. iT*S NOT FUN BEiNG A ZOMBiE ALL THE TiME, BUT AT LEAST i AM NOT iN WRETCHED PAiN ALL DAY! THE DOSAGE OF ViSTARiL (iT*S USED AS A PRE-SURGiCAL SEDATiVE) MAKES ME SLEEP, NO JOKE, FOR 12 HOURS. i DO, HOWEVER, GET UP TO EAT EVERY NOW AND AGAiN. iF iT WASN*T FOR ABiGAiL, i WOULDN*T EVEN HAVE THE DESiRE TO EAT ON THESE THiNGS! CRAZY! BUT EVERYTHiNG iS STiLL THE SAME! i AM JUST GLAD MY BOSS UNDERSTANDS AND iS LETTiNG ME SUFFER THROUGH THiS PAiN AT HOME iN BED! iT*S NiCE TO BE ABLE TO JUST LAY iN BED AND DO WHAT i AM SUPPOSE TO! MY PREGNANCY HAS BEEN PRETTY PERFECT ACTUALLY. i WAS PRETTY SWOLLEN OVER THE WEEKEND, BUT ALL OF THAT HAS SUBSiDED. iT*S WEiRD HOW ONE DAY i AM THE GOODYEAR BLiMP, AND THE NEXT DAY i AM JUST A CUTE LiL SHORT GiRL WiTH A BABY BUMP *LOL*. iT*S BEEN A FUN TiME SO FAR! i JUST CAN*T WAiT FOR HER TO GET HERE, BUT SHE*S TAKiNG HER OWN SWEET TiME...